So different

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I spent all my afternoon about making this ! I just have made the sketch yesterday x.x
Btw, I'm proud of this drawing, even if I hate the water and had some problem (again) with the perspective ! Humans are fun to draw. But for the moment, I prefer to make chibi stuff. I have almost not draw cycles for anatomy, just for the head and some other things. I know that there's a lot of mistakes but I think it's correct I can say that this little girl... is me *^^* I wanted to put my real and favourite clothes. The thing now is just that I already attach my hairs now (because my hairs are not terrible when they're open xD).
Well, let explain this drawing...

First, I have to thank my awesome friends: because they were worried of me and wrote me notes because some days ago, I felt really sad. Why ?
Well... I'm not very satisfate with my class, I think they're a lot of hypocrisy, bad things beetween all these girls... In front of you, they say you that you're the best and the most beautiful girl ! And when you're not here, they say all the contrary -.-" Well, it doesn't happen a lot for me but for my friends, it happens a lot ! (maybe that the other girls say me bad things but I'm not here so it's sure that I can't know...). Fortunately, I'm on hollidays during 10 days so it's a good break for me
Secondly, I don't have a boyfriend and I'm really sad about that I really need to give love and to receive love from an awesome boy </3 Btw, thanks to my friends, in their notes, who explain me that I must stay myself because a boy will like you about who you are. They're totally right And the other thing who makes me sad too is that the ONLY boy who looks great to me was with a girl D: I dunno if she's her girlfriend or just a friend but they were strange beeetween them... :S Well... let's be patient !
I also called this drawing "So different" because I think that the majority of people and especially teen have the same look. And if you're not like them, they consider you different, strange, stupid... In my heart, I have the feel that I'm different compared the other people... Fortunately, I've awesome friends so it's fine for me
Now, I feel better, thanks to my awesome friends and to this EPIC HOLLIDAYS
Btw, I'm working on a step by step video about this pic, I'll probably post its tomorrow

Hope you like it !

Programmes used: Photoshop CS5 and Bamboo Wacom Tablet
Time Taken: 5-7 hours
Step by Step: [link]
Character © Me (belongs to me of course xD)
Art © *Evoli-niceli